sians now at dempster house nth to do yst went orchard wif charm,linken,remus walk walk all.. never even walk to far east at all shit it men den later meet arshu n * for big mama den go take neoprint.. den afta tat go parkway play com den charmain father call halfway need to go home den i meet pearlyn n console fitri den i go 7-11 like 20 minutes past afta charm go back guess wat? SHE IS STIL AT THE BUS STOP beautiful.. den later go 7-11 we bought lots of stuff.. den eat at hotshot the coffeeshop den later play pool =]]]]]] den pearlyn come my house thon coz dempster wanna come too so we go my grandma house thon i was dressed in my red pyjamus the dress one n palms den later they say i look like aunty wau piang i damn blurr lahs den go my grandma house straight away go sleep buay ta han lahs.. rahs so many many tinks happening good n bad both.. n yes i finally light a lighter!!! MY WHOLE LIFE 13 YEARS N 2 MONTHS I NEVA LIGHT BEFORE.. i got play lahs budden the fire neva stay wau lan den when i light i ji tao happy sia.. den i happy annouce to pearlyn n dempster tat two ahs.. HAIS!!! den coz pearlyn now working den i go dempster house wait for him to change den now use com while waiting n tat asshole can sit on the bed show me god-sis wa lan den all damn chio.. BUT KAWAII IS LIKE CHAMPION? all i want now is for everytink to pause return back i dun angry for no reason.. i noe it.. psychoing is one of ur best .. my life is now in a wrong way i dunno wats wif myself actually.. i hate the life tat im leadin now gettin into more n more tai zis.. i wanna be like super guai las the days that i wun skip tuition or sailing, scared of teachers .. afta that tink happened i dun seem to be afraid anymore..